What I want the most right now is to transition out of this place and
into a new environment, with or without antisocial people in it.. My
friends have all departed, Sam.. not even Stuart calls me now. And I
feel the chill.. like my dog just died or something. I hope to change
location and possibly find my home in the vicinity. so a boarding home
would be a plus, because I can step out of my room and there is a
large lounging area where I can talk and do things with them.. and if
I hate the crowd, I can simply close my door, lock it, and do
whatever.. so I am waiting for the # to thurston's manager.. but only
Stuart knows it.. so I have to contact him again.. I don't wanna be
intrusive.. but if I must I will.. Not that I'm too interested in
people.. it's good enough that they are present honestly in the house
instead of acting somewhat cool or anything.. but that hasn't been the
case at Thurston however they removed those guys from the house till
the rest of them are all swell people. Honesty just warms my stingy
heart.. they've got a nice overview of Wilder Avenue there.. and from
that spot I immediately feel euphoric naturally.. I mean it's how you
perceive the place.. to some they would call it a ****hole.. to me it
is a hacienda for peace and tranquility.. anyways, I'll get a job
later on.. it's gonna take time to get a response from Steadfast.. I
wanna take care of the job issue first then plan my next move on where
to live.. I'd be more frugal because I would have to manage myself
instead of being told what to do.. and I will.. see you later, Sam..
-sEung b. Kim
